packing..the word that i hate

eversince i started boarding school, i hated the word "packing".

"Packing stuffs to go back to boarding school"
"Packing stuffs to go back to college"
"Packing stuffs to go back to go working somewhere far from home"

Its a process full of sadness :(

But its a process full of happiness when its packing time for the route back home :)

While i'm writing, my sister is actually in the process of packing her stuffs back to college.

And i hate it. I keep telling her "xyah la packing. kakak boley bagi adik degree apa apa adik nak". hehe.

Macam la boley kan.

reset

scene 1 (Saturday, on the way to Lambir)

Me: *finished up duty report, and went a bit "blur/weng"*

Friend 1 asked innocently: "apa beza Bungai and Lambir?"

Me: *thinking hard of what to answer*, then said "Bungai is like Lambir yang besar"

Friend 2: "kenapa x cakap Laut. Lambir is sungai"

Me: "tak teringat perkataan laut la tadi" hee.

scene 2 (yesterday,on Monday)

Me: Brunei colleagues are on leave tomorrow.

Friend: Leave? what occasion?

Me: Of course they'll be on leave tomorrow. Tomorrows Friday. They don't work on Friday.

Friend: *puzzled face* Tomorrow is what day again?

Me: Friday

Friend: Wid, today is Monday. tomorrow is Tuesday.

Me: *not puzzled at all face, thought it was funny with all the days mixed up already*haha

Conclusion: need to sleep. need to rest. some resetting is needed. cant wait for "home sweet home" tomorrow :)

crunching numbers

I'd say my work deals a lot with numbers, which involves generating, analyzing,validating, reporting..etc. No, not cash flows..but production numbers/figures/dates/forecast.

Crunching numbers is actually a skill, and that is something I realized.

What more interesting is the effort, and also the storyline behind those numbers. Hard work, zillion discussions & arguments, emotional moments, production facilities & well uptime, interruptions, sacrifice, tireless times, and many more matters --> translated to a single number.

Amazing.

When I first walked in as a Production Planner, i had this kind of feeling "what on earth am i doing? I suppose to deal with process simulation,drawings, P & ID (things that I'm much more exposed during uni days and practical period)..why all these plain numbers..".

Very wrong about that.hehe. So fast to conclude though i was only one week's old in the department, and only knew how to copy and paste stuffs. Can't even value those numbers. So..so..arrogant. :)

But it didn't take me long to realise how interesting my work was. Alhamdulillah.

And I realised that i enjoy more of crunching numbers or being a production planner/analyst than being a process engineer/simulator. More fun (lesser theory to relate to..i think..especially for malas people like me).

Waah, writing something about work on Saturday?? baru balik keje,,deswai :)

a walk to remember

9 years ago, i fell in love with this movie.."A Walk to Remember"

And i watched it again last week -_- 

Only Hope (one song from the movie that I truly admire);

There's a song that's inside of my soul

Its the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I will wake in the end when it calls
But you sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs
I'm giving you all

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours i pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

cari sinar :)

In the office

Friend: Do you like your job?

Me: YES

Friend: Do you REALLY like your job?

Me: REALLY YES

Friend: I think i don't i like my job. i dont know.

Me: Err, we're doing the same thing. Chill la. Enjoy je.

Friend: Then why do you like your job, and i dont?

Me: Because we're different *sambil buat muka poyo*

Friend: Ok bye (back to work)

Me: Its 7.30pm laaa. Lets go home. 

Friend: Balikla dulu. Nak siapkan keje sket lagi.

Me: You dont like your job, then why stay late to do work? *kasik pressure sket*

Friend: Maksudnyer?

Me: It means you actually like your work, but u'r just a bit stressed today. Go back home and carik sinar.

Friend immediately packs his stuffs

Me: aik?

Friend: Nak balikla. Carik sinar.

I'm so influencial.hehe.

should i say yes or  no?

yay or nay?

*shivers*

nak tapi takut

ke 

tak tahu nak ke tak

konfius

bersedia ke tak? 

duit bukan segalanya..agak segalanya..tapi bukan segala-galanya

otak celaru

tak perlu celaru pon, saja nak celarukan

dah datang, nak larik

umur bukan penghalang

sekarang atau nanti?

haihhh..susahnya nak buat keputusan

*tulis ntah hapa2

top of the world

such a feelin's coming over me
there is wonder in most every thing I see
not a cloud in the sky, got the sun in my eyes
and I won't be surprised if it's a dream

everything I want the world to be
is now comin true especially for me
and the reason is clear, it's because you are here
you're the nearest thing to Heaven that I've seen

I'm on the top of the world looking down on creation
and the only explanation I can find
is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
your love's put me at the top of the world

something in the wind has learned my name
and it's telling me that things are not the same
in the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze
there's a pleasing sense of happiness for me

there is only one wish on my mind
when this day is through I hope that I will find
that tomorrow will be just the same for you and me
all I need will be mine if you are here

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
and the only explanation I can find
is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
your love's put me at the top of the world

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
and the only explanation I can find
is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
your love's put me at the top of the world