Happy Tummy

My tummy must be very happy today. Had nasi dagang for breaksfast, nasi ayam kukus for lunch, and since its friday, Mama might cook something special tonight.

Im still inside the train while writing this. And im so happy that i get to chow home early today from work. And got so many things settled, thus doublecheeriosss. 

Hello daylight!!Long time no see.

Have a great weekend, Widya! 

one thing at a time

My work to-do-list is crazy. My brain is like working non stop, with no standby basis. (Prasan). The list goes on and on and ooooonnnnnnn. Like.. when will it stop?? Haha. Oh please, one free day please. Calendars full. Im fully booked. Oh man....#imsoimportant

ONE THING AT A TIME, my mantra these days.

Completed one job, then happily striked one to-do list item off, then 1 minute after, or maybe 1 second after, adds another one. Gosh, what is going on?

Cray2. Sobs.

Prioritize everything, but seems nothing cant wait. All equally important. 

As much as i love to complete everything, i still make sure that my needs are sorted out. Good food..Oh, and my drinks too. heh. 

Work hard, be happy.

Or maybe

Be happy, and work hard.

Xoxo,

Me

reset

scene 1 (Saturday, on the way to Lambir)

Me: *finished up duty report, and went a bit "blur/weng"*

Friend 1 asked innocently: "apa beza Bungai and Lambir?"

Me: *thinking hard of what to answer*, then said "Bungai is like Lambir yang besar"

Friend 2: "kenapa x cakap Laut. Lambir is sungai"

Me: "tak teringat perkataan laut la tadi" hee.

scene 2 (yesterday,on Monday)

Me: Brunei colleagues are on leave tomorrow.

Friend: Leave? what occasion?

Me: Of course they'll be on leave tomorrow. Tomorrows Friday. They don't work on Friday.

Friend: *puzzled face* Tomorrow is what day again?

Me: Friday

Friend: Wid, today is Monday. tomorrow is Tuesday.

Me: *not puzzled at all face, thought it was funny with all the days mixed up already*haha

Conclusion: need to sleep. need to rest. some resetting is needed. cant wait for "home sweet home" tomorrow :)

crunching numbers

I'd say my work deals a lot with numbers, which involves generating, analyzing,validating, reporting..etc. No, not cash flows..but production numbers/figures/dates/forecast.

Crunching numbers is actually a skill, and that is something I realized.

What more interesting is the effort, and also the storyline behind those numbers. Hard work, zillion discussions & arguments, emotional moments, production facilities & well uptime, interruptions, sacrifice, tireless times, and many more matters --> translated to a single number.

Amazing.

When I first walked in as a Production Planner, i had this kind of feeling "what on earth am i doing? I suppose to deal with process simulation,drawings, P & ID (things that I'm much more exposed during uni days and practical period)..why all these plain numbers..".

Very wrong about that.hehe. So fast to conclude though i was only one week's old in the department, and only knew how to copy and paste stuffs. Can't even value those numbers. So..so..arrogant. :)

But it didn't take me long to realise how interesting my work was. Alhamdulillah.

And I realised that i enjoy more of crunching numbers or being a production planner/analyst than being a process engineer/simulator. More fun (lesser theory to relate to..i think..especially for malas people like me).

Waah, writing something about work on Saturday?? baru balik keje,,deswai :)

cari sinar :)

In the office

Friend: Do you like your job?

Me: YES

Friend: Do you REALLY like your job?

Me: REALLY YES

Friend: I think i don't i like my job. i dont know.

Me: Err, we're doing the same thing. Chill la. Enjoy je.

Friend: Then why do you like your job, and i dont?

Me: Because we're different *sambil buat muka poyo*

Friend: Ok bye (back to work)

Me: Its 7.30pm laaa. Lets go home. 

Friend: Balikla dulu. Nak siapkan keje sket lagi.

Me: You dont like your job, then why stay late to do work? *kasik pressure sket*

Friend: Maksudnyer?

Me: It means you actually like your work, but u'r just a bit stressed today. Go back home and carik sinar.

Friend immediately packs his stuffs

Me: aik?

Friend: Nak balikla. Carik sinar.

I'm so influencial.hehe.

top of the world

such a feelin's coming over me
there is wonder in most every thing I see
not a cloud in the sky, got the sun in my eyes
and I won't be surprised if it's a dream

everything I want the world to be
is now comin true especially for me
and the reason is clear, it's because you are here
you're the nearest thing to Heaven that I've seen

I'm on the top of the world looking down on creation
and the only explanation I can find
is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
your love's put me at the top of the world

something in the wind has learned my name
and it's telling me that things are not the same
in the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze
there's a pleasing sense of happiness for me

there is only one wish on my mind
when this day is through I hope that I will find
that tomorrow will be just the same for you and me
all I need will be mine if you are here

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
and the only explanation I can find
is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
your love's put me at the top of the world

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
and the only explanation I can find
is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
your love's put me at the top of the world

i want to run away..far far away

sad day in the office today :(

last week was a weak & sad week as well..with all the non-stop headache, demam, diarhea, heavy flu..felt a bit better during SKO Family Day, but then, flu-attack again.

despite being a loser today, i managed to work-out (fuiyyoo work out??) for 30 minutes..bersenam sampai lapar giler.then terus makan.booo

then, played around at looklet.com..one of my favourite pastime..best ooo mix match baju :)

oh well, need to cheer up fast..

thanks melda ahmad, ur song "putus" healed me in a way..though i sedih bukan putus cinta..relaxing melody :)

Limit @ Work

Its hard to believe that my limit of working "everyday" is only up to 22 days. Pfft.
More than that, i really can go mental. Hehe. Working mechanism will be more robotic after that. It doesnt matter how hard i push myself,there's still a funny weird feeling that would automatically re-activate itself on the next over-limit day. My mind,act and words somehow does not synchorize with each other anymore. Soo not in a good state.

and i dont know why.

I guess my foundation is not here with me. Thats a very lame excuse, but i guess its actually a norm. We all are human beings. And we all have hearts. We all have feelings.

Oh-kay. I need a deep rest now. Sunday needs a normal me. I need to do so much thinking on Sunday. Where's Saturday?? Saturday is equilize to night time. So brain, lets dooz off. We need a break.

Take a break, it surely helps

Today at work;

1. Busy-bee. "nasik lemak beli for breakfast" ended up as lunch.

2. Should be a stressful day with all the dead-lines, phone calls, discussions, and emails. But then, it turned out to be OK. why? though like so-very-busy (eh kepohlar busy konon), i decided to take a 5-minutes rest. While selecting some songs to accompany me throughout the day, i then realised one special song that i have. then i go like, 'hey, lama la x dgr ni" . This song was dedicated to me by my offshore colleagues, back 3 years ago i think. *Thanks Guys* The lyric started wif something like'raut wajahmu, bagaikan puteri..senyum tawamu.." sweet kan diorang ni. hehe. the thing is, i dont look like a puteri" hehe. but it was a beautiful song. *memory*.

3. And, Izza gave me a pack of "mini mars". SUKA NYE!!! my favourite choc!

4. And, i got a trainee to help me out. syukur2. *Hi Din*. "boley apa2 saya tolong". "yea, macam2 boley ada untuk awak tolong" :)

Oh, here is one song that i lurve so much..*friendship*

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The Beaver Song,

Hey Beaver come on
When you feel alone
Just pick up that phone
And I´ll be there to share my
Ice cream cone
We´ll lick it side by side

Two Beavers are better than one
Da da da 3x~
Two Beavers are better than one
they´re twice the fun
ask anyone
A second beaver can be second to none
Two Beavers are better than one
Da da da 3x~

My favourite Beaver

Two Beavers are better than one
they´re twice the fun
ask anyone
A second beaver can be second to none
Two Beavers are better than one

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Tomorrow is SPA-day *** \(",)/***
Can't wait!!

reward for 3 years of hard work :)

pejam celik pejam celik, genap 3 tahun saya berkerja..alhamdulillah

dan juga menetap di miri :)

it took me some time to realize that the job position & location for my first posting was actually the BEST for me. Miri is a wonderful place, and being an Upstream Production Planner is awesome.

Looking forward in where my career would bring me through. praying for the best.

Oh, i guess i need to find something to reward myself for working diligently for 3 years..ehee

People

i always look upon people who can speak straight.but still polite.and softspoken.who have the courage to speak up despite of whatever others might think.but the message is clear. and the message is true. and finally owns whatever that has been decided or said.

it takes perseverance to be like that at all times.

and everytime i get to chance to meet these kind of great people, i would always feel inspired.

Patience to Hold

i gave all that i can before
for a good cause..as i thought
far beyond than i thought i could give

but alas, now i feel weak..
for anyone can do and say anything with a dark heart
and that i cannot control both

Praying for my inner strength to heal. i know it will.
as i believe in faith.life is fair.and the time will come.

"Have patience with what they say, and leave them with noble (dignity)."(Quran)

“O you who believe! seek assistance through patience and prayer; surely Allah is with the patient. (Quran)

To lose patience is to lose the battle (Mahatma Gandhi)

Me-trying to be strong :)

Yea, trip to Baronia field again

"wid, why u look tanned a bit? i mean, ur hands and ur face?"
"pegi offshore laa, i forgot to wear my sunblock"
"what? u think its winter ere?. its freaking hot u no."
"aiyaa, why u bising?"
"coz so many times u lupa pakai sunblock. thats why i bising"
"ye la i pakai sekarang. malam before i sleep pon i pakai jugak. hee"
"ape la. sengal"

-A conversation between me and my good friend-

So yes, last Monday, me and my training friends went offshore..to my beloved field, Baronia. And this time i brought along my camera. selalu lupe nak bwk camera.rugi.


Trip was so much fun (as always), but much more valuable as I get to learn more from my trainers & training friends(some of them are Offshore Supervisors, awesome!)

Did platform line tracing again. With this, I think I loss 1kg already. Plus, i did not eat a lot this time. And i didn't even grab any ice-cream on board pun. Weird, usually thats the first thing i would do. Eat ice-cream with lotsa hersheys choco top. huh, change of hormones kot.

Okla, tata.