2"

mari amek measurement sket..*tapi nervous*

yea!

turun 2" inch

alhamdulillah :)

cek time frame sket..

ic..ic..within 2 months..turun 2"

so err..maksudnyer..average..1 month turun 1"

mungkin ini adalah hasil usaha mengamalkan makan malam yang ringan.

nasik ayam macam hari ni for dinner boley dianggap ringan jugak sebab ada satu lauk saja..hahahaha

nampaknya kena mengamalkan makan malam yang lebih ringan supaya impak penurunan " juga lebih cepat seperti yang diharapkan

ala kena track la usaha yang dibuat. senang sket nak monitor kan. chaiyok2!

gambatte

Pledge after raya :)

measuring tape is my best friend now. * paranoid mode *

turnover

Obviously, i have no discipline in writing this blog everyday. Too bad. I last blogged in June, and now its July! Time just goes super fast!

June was a big month for me. I've made  big and fast decisions for my life. And family. I hope everything goes well, insyaAllah. And even if it doesn't go well, i surely learnt a lot that month. And thats more valuable. I've also met various kind of people throughout the "big- decision-making" process, and some are my good friends now. Pretty interesting. I suddenly have a new network of friends. Oh ya, I've also managed to be home for Abah's birthday. I made tomyam (rasa? boleylaaa) for lunch (and forced everyone to eat), and then we had a simple dinner celebration at Pizza Hut (just the four of us), and no birthday cake.haha. Less sugar :) On the fun note, there was one day I went to Shah Alam to survey a new house. Well, i thought of finding somewhere nearer to the rest of my uncles, aunties, and cousins. But sadly, the developers office was closed. So i ended up playing something-like-saidina-game with my little cousin. Since the game was just between us, we ended up with lots of properties each. I owned KLCC, all the fast food restaurants, all the airports, all the highways. and was still left with a lot of money. Felt really good after that.hahaha. Should only play that sort of game with two people, baru menang besar!

Hope to have a great July! insyaAllah

PS: dinner today, Brunei's best kebab!

packing..the word that i hate

eversince i started boarding school, i hated the word "packing".

"Packing stuffs to go back to boarding school"
"Packing stuffs to go back to college"
"Packing stuffs to go back to go working somewhere far from home"

Its a process full of sadness :(

But its a process full of happiness when its packing time for the route back home :)

While i'm writing, my sister is actually in the process of packing her stuffs back to college.

And i hate it. I keep telling her "xyah la packing. kakak boley bagi adik degree apa apa adik nak". hehe.

Macam la boley kan.

reset

scene 1 (Saturday, on the way to Lambir)

Me: *finished up duty report, and went a bit "blur/weng"*

Friend 1 asked innocently: "apa beza Bungai and Lambir?"

Me: *thinking hard of what to answer*, then said "Bungai is like Lambir yang besar"

Friend 2: "kenapa x cakap Laut. Lambir is sungai"

Me: "tak teringat perkataan laut la tadi" hee.

scene 2 (yesterday,on Monday)

Me: Brunei colleagues are on leave tomorrow.

Friend: Leave? what occasion?

Me: Of course they'll be on leave tomorrow. Tomorrows Friday. They don't work on Friday.

Friend: *puzzled face* Tomorrow is what day again?

Me: Friday

Friend: Wid, today is Monday. tomorrow is Tuesday.

Me: *not puzzled at all face, thought it was funny with all the days mixed up already*haha

Conclusion: need to sleep. need to rest. some resetting is needed. cant wait for "home sweet home" tomorrow :)

crunching numbers

I'd say my work deals a lot with numbers, which involves generating, analyzing,validating, reporting..etc. No, not cash flows..but production numbers/figures/dates/forecast.

Crunching numbers is actually a skill, and that is something I realized.

What more interesting is the effort, and also the storyline behind those numbers. Hard work, zillion discussions & arguments, emotional moments, production facilities & well uptime, interruptions, sacrifice, tireless times, and many more matters --> translated to a single number.

Amazing.

When I first walked in as a Production Planner, i had this kind of feeling "what on earth am i doing? I suppose to deal with process simulation,drawings, P & ID (things that I'm much more exposed during uni days and practical period)..why all these plain numbers..".

Very wrong about that.hehe. So fast to conclude though i was only one week's old in the department, and only knew how to copy and paste stuffs. Can't even value those numbers. So..so..arrogant. :)

But it didn't take me long to realise how interesting my work was. Alhamdulillah.

And I realised that i enjoy more of crunching numbers or being a production planner/analyst than being a process engineer/simulator. More fun (lesser theory to relate to..i think..especially for malas people like me).

Waah, writing something about work on Saturday?? baru balik keje,,deswai :)

a walk to remember

9 years ago, i fell in love with this movie.."A Walk to Remember"

And i watched it again last week -_- 

Only Hope (one song from the movie that I truly admire);

There's a song that's inside of my soul

Its the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I will wake in the end when it calls
But you sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs
I'm giving you all

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours i pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope